happy

Today is my nephew's 7th birthday so I declare for this day to be happy! I witnessed him grew up because he lives with us. He was such a cute little baby. He was born with curly black hair, cute little nose and his dark big eyes with long lashes.

He is such a joy because this child requires no baby sitting at all. He is a well-behaved kid and is a delight to us because he is doing well in school.

I hope he continues to become a gentleman, a kind and God-fearing individual. We truly love him. He is considered as the baby of the family.

Happy birthday Giant! =P

guess what

Guess what, I didn't go to my appointment today. I decided to take a break from the pressure of having a job. I hope I did the right thing. Well who knows what's right or wrong for me but myself. Aight?

Now I'm at home trying to relax and break away from it all. I hope this helps me make future decisions. I finally listened to those pieces of advice my friends constantly throws at me. Hehe. =D

I'm happy, at least for now. Well let's see what happens next.

don't know

I received a call from one of the companies I've applied for and said that I have an appointment tomorrow at 11am. I was surprised that they still considered my application. I was excited.

After hanging up I phoned in one of my friends and I told her about the call I got. I don't know why but at the moment I was telling her the story I felt sad and undecided. Here I go again, I am messed up. I'm really not sure if I want the job or not. I want it because I need to earn and the it would be a dayshift schedule (the reason I applied for the position) however it doesn't feel right. I told her I'd give it a try but she advised me to really think it over, take my time. Whew, decision-making is hard.

Well the day is ending and tomorrow is coming soon. I think I'll find out tomorrow. If the price is right, I'm in. Wish me luck! =)

life goes on

I am currently listening to a cd compilation I bought from the campus of my university years ago. Song title: Life goes on by LeAnn Rhimes.

I kept on thinking about it's lyrics and message, it's real, it's very true. Life really goes on, but why do I feel stuck?

I resigned from my job March of this year. Now I think I've made a big mistake! A huge mistake! I love that job! I so miss it and the friends I've left behind. What am I to do?

I've been hired two times and left those companies because I was not getting the same satisfaction I've had with my previous job. I've learned a very good lesson to appreciate and not take for granted what you have.

Now another company thinks that I am what they need, offering a pretty much fair salary but I'm still not sure about it. I'm only 25 years old but I feel like I'm experiencing a mid-life crisis. I am thinking of having a day job but know for sure that I'll be getting a lower monthly income.

Wish I'm just dreaming. Shoulda, woulda, coulda are the last words of a fool. Help!